You had a plan
You described it as having a dagger in your chest
So you couldn't get too close to me
I had one too, so I couldn't get close to you
Call it a selfish habit
How I consistently put myself first
Because I've been so discouraged
It's all I know now
I said I think it's better if we're friends
Loneliness feels better than second best
So I'd forget, forget like I never exist
I'd forget
Call it a selfish habit
How I consistently put myself first
Because I've been so discouraged
It's all I know now
I walked away from everything
Your good for nothing second coming
I, for one, need no help to fuck things up
It's like breathing, rather be sleeping
Between life and a lack of understanding
I flail against the corner
Between hate and crippling with fever
I've gone against my words
But I'll find my own self-validation
For the things I've done
Call it a selfish habit
How I consistently put myself first
Because I've been so discouraged
It's all I know now
I walked away from everything
Your good for nothing second coming
Forget like I never exist
There's no better time than this
Atmospheric black metal band Sadness and experimental screamo band To Be Gentle channel intense emotions on this split single. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 28, 2021
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